Depression

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I don't know what to do
Won't you please help me?
I don't know where to go
Won't you please help me?

I don't feel safe and warm
Won't you please help me?
I don't know where I am
Won't you please help me?

I am .... Depressed....
So far down...
So far down...

Strangers say what to do
Where to go, help me...
Now they keep me safe inside
They are nice and help me...


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Words and Music by Dave Ryder Copyright © 2015
Drums: Chris Rose

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My single greatest fear in life is that after me and my wife are dead, David may not be able to care for himself and end up institutionalized. My over-active imagination visualizes him depressed and lonely in a crappy state run facility, and it is like somebody stabbing me in the heart.

But what would be as bad or worse would be if David ever got depressed thinking he in some way let me down. Never believe that for a second! I love you so much, I could never ask for a better son, or be more proud of you.

Performance-wise, this is one of me and Rose's favorite songs. The dreamlike feel is beyond what I imagined it could be, and Rose's drumming is just amazing. I absolutely love it. I just wish it didn't make me so sad.